Sometimes conflicting or contradictory thoughts and emotions arise when you are about to make a big decision or life direction. This is a method of protection. This a time to take stock and be sure the path you have set out honors your real truth and not what others think You should be doing.
You may be shown opposing circumstances. And this is a chance to review your options. For example, you may be pondering studying a new religion or belief system. You will be shown opposing beliefs to give you a chance to explore different schools of thought. Do not be deterred or hindered by anxiety or confusion. Do what feels right. Intuition is calm and reassuring. Fear is fiery, heart pounding and anxious. Choose peace.